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| Finally...you say. A new blog entry. But I think this is gonna be the last one as well. I am gonna let this blog die.....dieeee...dieeeee...nyahahahhahahahhaha muahhhahahahahhahahahahahhahahahhaha (its the stress talking) okla, RIP p.s: sorry this blog cannot entertain u while u eat breakfast, or destress u when u need it. anymore. | | |
| Sometimes when something big happens in your life, it kinda disrupts the flow of things. There's bound to be the inevitable change that takes place after. There's bound to be a bit of misunderstanding or miscommunication. Believe me, sometimes change is not necessarily a thing I feel comfortable about even though it follows a good thing that happened in your life. I would just like to put a friendly reminder here on my blog for the people i consider my close frens, whom i care about and would like to keep as close frens. Yes, I have been busy and yes I do have more commitments now. But I'd like to think that I have not changed with respect to who I am, although my status has changed. Its really a reassurance that I do still want to be a part of your life  To put it bluntly, dont leave me out of your plans just cos I am attached and that I might want to only spend time with him, which contrary to belief, not all the time  Okay, I hope this clears things up. No hard feelings, really. Its just me being real and honest enough to bring it out in the open. Dont worry about 'kacau-ing' or bothering me because at the end of the day, I do not want to fall into the trap of making this r/s my world, and leaving the important people in my life out of it. | | |
| Yep, its my last day at liggins today (FINALLY!!). I didnt do much of the farewell thingy (ie announcing to everyone and goodbyes) except to a couple of important people like my supervisors, technicians and my lab friends (the ones I bitch about my supervisor to..hehe). Did the customary giving of chocolates to the important people I mentioned earlier and surprisingly my chinaman supervisor acted pretty nice about it. Well you'll probably be thinking, "Duh of course since he's receiving chocs." But no man, he actually told me off (again!) this morning despite it being my last day of work. I felt quite peeved considering it is my last day and that I was gonna do something nice for him by giving him chocs. I actually thought twice about giving him the chocs after getting told off. But then again, I do wanna leave the place with a good impression and a bit of gratitude for the people who have taught me valuable lessons on cloning genes. Another reason why I should be glad that I am leaving this place for good is the amount of work they heap on you even though you were gonna leave the next day. My chinaman supervisor made it difficult for me to finish up my project and leave because he kept requesting me to do this or that which would take up another few days to complete the experiments. Its almost like I cannot have a clean break and finish off. Of course, I just had to make the decision not to do it otherwise I'll end up staying for another week, and I wouldnt have the one week break I desperately need before uni starts. I wonder what kind of impression I left with my chinaman supervisor. Does he feel relieved to have me gone? Was I more of a hindrance to him considering I pissed him off a couple of times? (the grand total = >6 times) Did you know that they have found my replacement? Yesterday, my chinaman supervisor was talking to this guy whom I saw a couple of times in some of my classes. Apparently, this is the guy who's gonna take over my project for his honours. Its quite funny how fast they found someone to replace me. I think I almost felt a little 'ouch' coming from within when I found out. On a brighter note, I do have a question thats not a matter of life and death. But really, anyone have any good ideas on preserving flowers so that they dont die so fast? I want mine to stay pretty as long as they can. Help? | | |
| I'm so surprised to find my chatbox pretty active despite my absence from the blog the past 2 weeks..lol. Its like people are using my chatbox to catch up with each other (for example.....darren and zaf). Contrary to belief, there are several reasons why I havent been updating my blog. Yesh, its not just that  Firstly, my internet has been down for a couple of days, so the only internet access I had was at work. And of course, its not so nice to blog at work right, especially when there's constantly people walking past you from behind. Summore, my work place is not so conducive to my creative flow process (for blogging lah). Secondly, I've been quite tired out from work, rushing to complete my project to produce some positive results before I sayonara my chinaman boss. At least leave the place with some results that I can pride myself on, instead of merely wasting my 10 weeks worth of time and resources (well, not mine but the lab's). So, I have been putting in more hours, except for some days where I really tire myself out from waiting (fyi, in molecular biology, you do lots of incubation where you wait for hours on without having anything to do). Waiting can be more tiring than actually doing something at times. Thirdly, if I'm not doing any of the above, its because I have been busy with bible study sessions with the girls, being a host to the homeless , catching up on lost sleep, catching up on the phone with the mom or pigging out in front of the tv. That, and of course spending time with God  So yeah that kinda explains the hiatus. Summer has been awesome (what more can I ask for?) Sun's been shining like nobody's business, even got a tan now from the many beach trips since I got back. Pictures? check out darren;s blog for our coromandel trip. When i get hold of more beach pictures then I'll post them up. hmm..what else arh? OoO....to the people who have just gone back, or are going back soon (darren, yin, shaun,cynthia..)...have a blast back home ya  To those still in Malaysia/Singapore after all this while ( esp my girls) ......get your cute bums back here soon before I find new shopping/makan buddies...hehehe. toodles! | | |
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